I often make long solitary walks along the country roads. I do this both for the body and for the spirit: it is in fact a form of physical and spiritual exercise at the same time.
When I do these walks alone, I can find within myself maybe my most authentic and intimate "pagan" spirit and inclination (as the profane say). In
practice, I abandone all the theories, the more or less subtle
theological disquisitions, rules of ritual practices, complex Gods/Goddesses meanings and all the knowledge I have put together during all these years of study. In short, when walking in the country, I find again the most genuine and truest sense of "paganism."
Nonetheless, I have to say that this experience of totally empirical "traditional
spirituality" (in my case the Via Romana) is not however an easy task. Just walking along a country road is not enough to achieve this condition of spiritual balance.
When
our minds are agitated, trapped in the illusion of the "world of things", of the frenzy
to chase useless things, it is impossibile to feel anything: it impossible to perceive anything when standing
in the nature, looking a landscape, a forest. Our mind is blocked in a condition of sadness influencing the perception of the world around us: even the Nature appears in a condition of sadness. You are just walking just as if we were in a gym on a treadmill
But
if we can calm the mind, slowing down the thoughts, reordering the
priority scale of our existence, then you can not remain indifferent to
the beauty of nature, its colors, its perfumes, the singing of the
birds, the rustling of leaves of the trees. The pace slows down, the breath becomes calmer and one can feel a gasp in front of the greatness and the simplicity of the Nature. In
this moment one feels the proof to be a "pagan": Gods and Goddesses become (not in a profane sense) "visible", "perceptible".
In this way, one can get closer to the Gods and Goddesses through another way, by direct experience, without speculations, formal rituals, theories, rules: everything becomes clearer simply because gods and Goddesses are coming toward us. All the erudition acquired is set aside: less theories, less reasoning, knowing or not knowing does not make much difference.
This is the way to the Deities through the experience of the "Cloud of Unknowing"
In this way, one can get closer to the Gods and Goddesses through another way, by direct experience, without speculations, formal rituals, theories, rules: everything becomes clearer simply because gods and Goddesses are coming toward us. All the erudition acquired is set aside: less theories, less reasoning, knowing or not knowing does not make much difference.
This is the way to the Deities through the experience of the "Cloud of Unknowing"
Yet many people (even among many so called pagans) tend to discredit this approach because they consider these feelings, these approaches to life as childish or ridiculous. The monotheists also consider this as just nonsense.
The Cultor and Cultrix do not go to a church, a mosque or a synagogue to pray: the traditional temple does not have this purpose. I have written many times that the Cultor and Cultrix do not pray in the profane sense of the term. Most of the liturgies and rites take place in the outside world: and often a Cultor/Cultrix perform these rites and liturgies even without realizing to do so. Eating a frugal meal with friends or with your family in peace is already a form of ritual. Our church is the world.
If contemplating a forest we have this perception of the Divine, we are perceiving something that is far from unreal: it is the rediscovery of a deep
bond with important expressions of existence in which the
"pagan" spirit finds its own home. Abandoning
the so-called "complex reality", with its technology and speed,
and settling for this "world" is however a very difficult task: there is
nothing simple in turning our gaze to something that today many label
simply as "the past". In
this "place of belonging" we are trying to find relief because
if a Via does not do this, but it rather creates tension, agitation, violence,
intolerance and fanaticism, what it's worth?
In
short, in this era of conflict and chaos, we undertake the Via to help us in building spaces of quiet and directing our thoughts, even just simply
walking along a country road, in places where the body and mind can
find peace and freshness.
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Lovely post -- thank you!
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